And now, as the moon rises and as the stars are shining tonight, as your ring tone filled the room just like how it always has these couple months. We began our conversation, we talk and ask how was today. I said its fine, I said its just terrific. But something's missing as I don't get to see you today. You think that its sweet. As our conversation goes by, we talked about almost anything. I'd cry or laugh or just scream or just talk about... Anything and everything that popped into my head. You'd listen, or maybe its your turn to tell stories, to scream, or to share your so-warm-heart-filled-with-passion to me. We'd talk about our dreams and future. The future seems to be so beautiful here, so pretty. Like future is going to give you a lending hand later, ha! No.
These couple months, I thought I was the only one keeping feelings to my own. Closing my heart to the others, keeping it locked just because I care about you. It turns out that you do the same thing. When you told me you loved me, it was such a relieved... I feel so lucky to have a guy that loves me for me. He came to my house on a midnight, we sneak out together just went out for a drink or two, then went home again. He gave me a surprise on my birthday. He gave me roses. He met me when I just woke up, when I had breakfast, after softball practice, when I haven't showered, at school, at a party. He saw every part of me and he still loves me. He saw me with lenses, and with glasses. He loves me like he had nothing to lose.
I don't even know what will happen if we split up, I've known him for years. He's my go-to guy, he's the one I cried to, he's my best friend, he's my love. Apparently, this is what happen if you love your best friend. I never thought things would be like his the first time I met him. We were just friends, listening to each other stories, telling each other how to solve math problems or any problem at all :) How we just clicked is just... I can't even imagine the feeling of losing you. How should I bare with the pain? I know its been hard on the trust issues, but I'm learning to trust people and you're helping with everything. I love you with everything I am, I really do. I love how I dont have to be socially acceptable around you, and how I don't have to pretend to be anything when I'm with you.
We'd go on a date, or drive around town looking for some restaurant with good food, or maybe we could just stay home and watch movies all day long getting take-out like pizzas, burger or even that fastfood. I don't care what people say, I'm happy that I'm happy with you. I'm happy and feeling so blessed. I love you, a lot. Thank you for always being there after all the drama. And for always standing up for me, I feel so lucky and blessed this year.
Thank you, I love you. Stay. :)
