Us.
I don't actually know. I mean, things may have changed, one or couple of things. But nothing big, no significant changes is happening. But, God, this feeling. This feeling again. This, the feeling of being the only one holding the line. The feeling of thinking that whenever I reach for the other side, it's empty. There's nothing, just thin plain air. Why?
After everything we've been through, the ups and downs. Travel through the mountain tops or deepest sea. Walking through the rain or the sun. Facing everything with laughter or with tears. The scars or the good memories. Knowing someone - no. Having someone, believing someone, giving up a lot for someone isn't something a person can forget that easy. That's also not something a person can do often. But me, I'm willing to do that. But again, the feeling of being tethered with you, TO you, and thinking there's only emptiness where there should be you? I can't bear again, losing another person that means so much to me. I just can't. And I won't.
Loving someone, to care about someone this much, I'm risking everything. I'm putting my heart on my sleeve, literally, for you just to break it? No. I put it there, so you can take it and take good care of it. Oh, and believe me, my dear, when I say you did such a good job. And, no, people, this isn't sarcasm. :) But, you know, if you realize, lately you left my heart on your desk. Alone, dusty and rusty. You left it like you never even know what it is. What happened?
I.. Miss.. You.. So much. So much, so much it hurts me. My heart you've left unattended, dusty, is missing you more and more and more, every second. Every minute. Every breath you take, and you forget about it. It's missing you. I'm missing you. I miss the feeling of being an us. I miss knowing you're on the other side of the line, tethered to me.
I know things have been hard lately. Everything's doubling up, school's being such a pain in the ass, I'm being clingy. But I remember, you said it yourself, that you always know that it's gonna be hard. And that you're always going to try and save me. Spare me your time. You said that, you know you're busy and you know that we don't see each other as often, you only have time to rest. To sleep. But every other breathing second, you spare just for me. Okay, that's what you said. What about how I feel?
You see, I may not believe in promises. But I always, always, believe in you. I love you. :)
25.3.14
28.1.13
and now,
And now, as the moon rises and as the stars are shining tonight, as your ring tone filled the room just like how it always has these couple months. We began our conversation, we talk and ask how was today. I said its fine, I said its just terrific. But something's missing as I don't get to see you today. You think that its sweet. As our conversation goes by, we talked about almost anything. I'd cry or laugh or just scream or just talk about... Anything and everything that popped into my head. You'd listen, or maybe its your turn to tell stories, to scream, or to share your so-warm-heart-filled-with-passion to me. We'd talk about our dreams and future. The future seems to be so beautiful here, so pretty. Like future is going to give you a lending hand later, ha! No.
These couple months, I thought I was the only one keeping feelings to my own. Closing my heart to the others, keeping it locked just because I care about you. It turns out that you do the same thing. When you told me you loved me, it was such a relieved... I feel so lucky to have a guy that loves me for me. He came to my house on a midnight, we sneak out together just went out for a drink or two, then went home again. He gave me a surprise on my birthday. He gave me roses. He met me when I just woke up, when I had breakfast, after softball practice, when I haven't showered, at school, at a party. He saw every part of me and he still loves me. He saw me with lenses, and with glasses. He loves me like he had nothing to lose.
I don't even know what will happen if we split up, I've known him for years. He's my go-to guy, he's the one I cried to, he's my best friend, he's my love. Apparently, this is what happen if you love your best friend. I never thought things would be like his the first time I met him. We were just friends, listening to each other stories, telling each other how to solve math problems or any problem at all :) How we just clicked is just... I can't even imagine the feeling of losing you. How should I bare with the pain? I know its been hard on the trust issues, but I'm learning to trust people and you're helping with everything. I love you with everything I am, I really do. I love how I dont have to be socially acceptable around you, and how I don't have to pretend to be anything when I'm with you.
We'd go on a date, or drive around town looking for some restaurant with good food, or maybe we could just stay home and watch movies all day long getting take-out like pizzas, burger or even that fastfood. I don't care what people say, I'm happy that I'm happy with you. I'm happy and feeling so blessed. I love you, a lot. Thank you for always being there after all the drama. And for always standing up for me, I feel so lucky and blessed this year.
Thank you, I love you. Stay. :)
These couple months, I thought I was the only one keeping feelings to my own. Closing my heart to the others, keeping it locked just because I care about you. It turns out that you do the same thing. When you told me you loved me, it was such a relieved... I feel so lucky to have a guy that loves me for me. He came to my house on a midnight, we sneak out together just went out for a drink or two, then went home again. He gave me a surprise on my birthday. He gave me roses. He met me when I just woke up, when I had breakfast, after softball practice, when I haven't showered, at school, at a party. He saw every part of me and he still loves me. He saw me with lenses, and with glasses. He loves me like he had nothing to lose.
I don't even know what will happen if we split up, I've known him for years. He's my go-to guy, he's the one I cried to, he's my best friend, he's my love. Apparently, this is what happen if you love your best friend. I never thought things would be like his the first time I met him. We were just friends, listening to each other stories, telling each other how to solve math problems or any problem at all :) How we just clicked is just... I can't even imagine the feeling of losing you. How should I bare with the pain? I know its been hard on the trust issues, but I'm learning to trust people and you're helping with everything. I love you with everything I am, I really do. I love how I dont have to be socially acceptable around you, and how I don't have to pretend to be anything when I'm with you.
We'd go on a date, or drive around town looking for some restaurant with good food, or maybe we could just stay home and watch movies all day long getting take-out like pizzas, burger or even that fastfood. I don't care what people say, I'm happy that I'm happy with you. I'm happy and feeling so blessed. I love you, a lot. Thank you for always being there after all the drama. And for always standing up for me, I feel so lucky and blessed this year.
Thank you, I love you. Stay. :)
9.9.12
September
As you can see its September already. Time flies and as it goes memories went with it replaced with new adventure(s) in our blessed life, thank you Lord. So..... September. Not so rough at the beginning, its still the beginning as I write this post anyway. Its September 9th and its Sunday. A very very beautiful and sacred Sunday. September went down nicely, beautifully. All my hard works are starting to pay off, I got my new family today. Sraddhagana Waktrabimata, that's what we call our selves. We represent our class, each two. I LOVE THEM SO VERY MUCH. Okay, it may have been only 1 week of our time together. But that ONE week shows me how a family should really be. Understanding, love, comfort, togetherness....... :)
10.7.11
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wkwkwk itu emote tercute 2011 huahahaha. bosan nih. hari terakhir liburan...... HORE BESOK KETEMU KANGEN KANGEN AIAIAIA ~('-')~ (~'-')~ ~('-'~) wkwkwk. aaaa gila deh gua. bosan bosan bosan to the maaxxxxxxxx.
eh bentar lagi lepas jabatan ckckck. ini kemaren udh pra-mos anak kls 7. trus garagara puasa tambah deket (damn!) jadinya rekrutmen tambah bentar dan tambah dicepetin. yang berarti juga......... cepet lepas jabatan. cepet gajadi osis. cepet jadi anak kelas 9. cepet semuanya>.< aaaa bakal kangen banget sama masa masa pas jadi osis bareng rd. wah gila emang rd tuh mantep. gak selek selekannya, lovelifenya yang muter muter, prokernya yang terlaksana semua *ehem*, solidnya kalo lagi ada acara, bercanda bercandanya, tugas bareng barengnya, ke jogja bareng barengnya, dimarahinnya, cabut bareng pas inlabs, hujan hujanan pas pensi, terus udh gt saksi...... no words kalo saksi. aaa pokoknya seru banget bareng rd aaahaahaha. mau lagi bareng bareng sama rd, super seru. terseru 2011! nanti semoga penerus gua lebih baik dari gua, anaknya seru lah pokoknya pas gitu 0:)
oyayaya skarang udah kelas 9 huahaha. udah dapet pembagian kelas. dapet kelas mana? umm.. 9D. aaa maunya 9C biar deket sm 9B biar deket sm itu wkwkwkwkw :p semoga nanti seru bareng sama 9D. entar amt trus uas ukk uts semua bisa diajak kerjasama dan gada selek selekan lahya males gua kalo udh selek selekan ckckck. aminnn. bareng sm dini ayas nadya ninis dhila caca amel irin kent kur dll dll hmm smoga seru. kelas 9 tuh brarti bentar lagi mau un, cari sma. aihhhh, mau sma dimana gua ckckck. 8? mending dapet. labs? mungkin. 68? susah juga. gabohong bingung mau masuk sma kemana. gapunya tujuan gitu gua padahal udah sekarang coba ckkc. kalo nanti gdapet sma sampe udah masuk gimana???? waaaa nauzubillah min dzalik jangan sampe yaallaahhh:'
udah ah posting nya.... tapi ini belom balik lama banget baliknya yatuhan huhhhh. yaudah kita ngomongin apaan lagi nih. gabohong in curcol banget. lagian gua bosennnnn>.<
horeeee ada sarah menemaniiii~ mayan nih bisa cerita. eh btw sarah 9C, which is sangat bikin ngiri krna berarti dia deket sama toilet........-_- terus deket sama 9B jugaaa. terus deket tangga jadi gagitu jauh. lah kelas gua ditengah2. gajauh2 banget sih tapi yaa gtlah wkwkwkwk. pengen sekelas sm sarah hu. terus duduk dibelakang berempat sama yang itu wkwkwkwkwk gila khayalan gua sm sarah tuh udah sakit jiwa apa gmana emang dari kelas 7 sampe kelas 9 ga kesampean HAHAHAHAHA sedi. tapi yang itu diganti si itu ajaaa, biar seru wkwkwk. ngayal ngayal ckckck. aaa kangen curcol sama sarah pas pelajaraaannn u.u kapan bs gitu lagi. pas sma? kalo satu sma-_- ckck
ah sekarang udh kelas 9 terus nanti gua bakalan dateng ke farewell. CRAP! when do we get so old?! ckckck
udah yeeee, drtd mau udah udah kaga selese selese juga kan gua posting wkwkwk dsr. yasudddd, malam semua! duduuuu
-thaya
eh bentar lagi lepas jabatan ckckck. ini kemaren udh pra-mos anak kls 7. trus garagara puasa tambah deket (damn!) jadinya rekrutmen tambah bentar dan tambah dicepetin. yang berarti juga......... cepet lepas jabatan. cepet gajadi osis. cepet jadi anak kelas 9. cepet semuanya>.< aaaa bakal kangen banget sama masa masa pas jadi osis bareng rd. wah gila emang rd tuh mantep. gak selek selekannya, lovelifenya yang muter muter, prokernya yang terlaksana semua *ehem*, solidnya kalo lagi ada acara, bercanda bercandanya, tugas bareng barengnya, ke jogja bareng barengnya, dimarahinnya, cabut bareng pas inlabs, hujan hujanan pas pensi, terus udh gt saksi...... no words kalo saksi. aaa pokoknya seru banget bareng rd aaahaahaha. mau lagi bareng bareng sama rd, super seru. terseru 2011! nanti semoga penerus gua lebih baik dari gua, anaknya seru lah pokoknya pas gitu 0:)
oyayaya skarang udah kelas 9 huahaha. udah dapet pembagian kelas. dapet kelas mana? umm.. 9D. aaa maunya 9C biar deket sm 9B biar deket sm itu wkwkwkwkw :p semoga nanti seru bareng sama 9D. entar amt trus uas ukk uts semua bisa diajak kerjasama dan gada selek selekan lahya males gua kalo udh selek selekan ckckck. aminnn. bareng sm dini ayas nadya ninis dhila caca amel irin kent kur dll dll hmm smoga seru. kelas 9 tuh brarti bentar lagi mau un, cari sma. aihhhh, mau sma dimana gua ckckck. 8? mending dapet. labs? mungkin. 68? susah juga. gabohong bingung mau masuk sma kemana. gapunya tujuan gitu gua padahal udah sekarang coba ckkc. kalo nanti gdapet sma sampe udah masuk gimana???? waaaa nauzubillah min dzalik jangan sampe yaallaahhh:'
udah ah posting nya.... tapi ini belom balik lama banget baliknya yatuhan huhhhh. yaudah kita ngomongin apaan lagi nih. gabohong in curcol banget. lagian gua bosennnnn>.<
horeeee ada sarah menemaniiii~ mayan nih bisa cerita. eh btw sarah 9C, which is sangat bikin ngiri krna berarti dia deket sama toilet........-_- terus deket sama 9B jugaaa. terus deket tangga jadi gagitu jauh. lah kelas gua ditengah2. gajauh2 banget sih tapi yaa gtlah wkwkwkwk. pengen sekelas sm sarah hu. terus duduk dibelakang berempat sama yang itu wkwkwkwkwk gila khayalan gua sm sarah tuh udah sakit jiwa apa gmana emang dari kelas 7 sampe kelas 9 ga kesampean HAHAHAHAHA sedi. tapi yang itu diganti si itu ajaaa, biar seru wkwkwk. ngayal ngayal ckckck. aaa kangen curcol sama sarah pas pelajaraaannn u.u kapan bs gitu lagi. pas sma? kalo satu sma-_- ckck
ah sekarang udh kelas 9 terus nanti gua bakalan dateng ke farewell. CRAP! when do we get so old?! ckckck
udah yeeee, drtd mau udah udah kaga selese selese juga kan gua posting wkwkwk dsr. yasudddd, malam semua! duduuuu
-thaya
8.7.11
SENIOR YEAR BABY!
WOOOOOOOT SENIOR YEAR BAAABY!
wakkakaka excited much thay? nah. gak juga. males gue lepas jabatan, un, uas, up dan tes tes serta bimbel bimbel lainnyaaaaa. gawd, males super duper total maksimaaaal.
gatau ah males cape. gadeng gak cape. bingung juga sbnernya mau ngepost apaaan yea. mau ngepost ttg pcr tapi.... hoam kapan2 deh lagi ga mood nulis nanti malah jadinya curhat-.- nah kan udh curhat wkwkwk. gaboong ini liburan boseenn cuuyy. besok pramos, bangun pagi males juga. apa apa males. dari kemaren juga seharian cmn main sims.... sampe orangnya udah old anaknya yang dari lahir udh jadi teenager tinggal 4 hari lagi jadi young adult. d'ooooooohh bikin galauu :'
udah yeaaaaaaaaa, duduuuuu!!!
-thaya
wakkakaka excited much thay? nah. gak juga. males gue lepas jabatan, un, uas, up dan tes tes serta bimbel bimbel lainnyaaaaa. gawd, males super duper total maksimaaaal.
gatau ah males cape. gadeng gak cape. bingung juga sbnernya mau ngepost apaaan yea. mau ngepost ttg pcr tapi.... hoam kapan2 deh lagi ga mood nulis nanti malah jadinya curhat-.- nah kan udh curhat wkwkwk. gaboong ini liburan boseenn cuuyy. besok pramos, bangun pagi males juga. apa apa males. dari kemaren juga seharian cmn main sims.... sampe orangnya udah old anaknya yang dari lahir udh jadi teenager tinggal 4 hari lagi jadi young adult. d'ooooooohh bikin galauu :'
udah yeaaaaaaaaa, duduuuuu!!!
-thaya
27.4.11
100 Truths
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage - (air putih lah. mau minum apaan lg gua)
2. Last phone call - (adhi)
3. Last text message - (xl)
4. Last song you listened to - (get it right - glee cast)
5. Last time you cried - (tadi pagi sekitar jam 2-3)
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice - (ha?)
7. Been cheated on - (the hell. gatau hrs jawab apah)
8. Kissed someone & regretted it - (untungnya, HELL TO THE NO)
9. Lost someone special - (yagitudeh)
10. Been depressed - (hoam)
11. Been drunk and threw up - (pls deh gue alim yakali minum2 o:D)
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. merah
13. silver
14. turqoise
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)
15. Made a new friend - (iyadoong)
16. Fallen out of love - (well...)
17. Laughed until you cried - (aduh udah belom yah, lupa)
18. Met someone who changed you - (IYA! UDAH BANGET)
19. Found out who your true friends were - (hm)
20. Found out someone was talking about you - (wkwk. apa perlu gue ngejawab pertanyaan yg ini-_-)
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list - (u'uh)
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life - (85%)
23. How many kids do you want - (berapakek)
24. Do you have any pets - (yep)
25. Do you want to change your name - (my last name... i think)
26. What did you do for your sweet seventeen birthday - (having fun fun fun like friday fun!)
27. What time did you wake up today - (jam duabelas siang)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night - (on the phone)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for - (graduation.. maybe?)
30. Last time you saw your Mother - (last night:')
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life - (eh?)
32. What are you listening to right now - (landslide)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - (pengen sih tapi belom tuh)
34. What's getting on your nerves right now - (My doubts)
35. Most visited webpage - (tumblr sama homepage di safari apple-_-)
36. What's your real name - (Nathaya Hadiputri Indiyah)
37. Nicknames - (Thaya, Nat)
38. Relationship Status - (gapunya pacar. canda, iar)
39. Zodiac sign - (sagitariusssss)
40. Male or female - (cewe)
41. Primary School - (tugasku.)
42. Secondary School - (smp labssschol jekartaa)
43. High school/college - (belom sih, smg bisa lulus dan msh punya umur!!!)
44. Hair colour - (hitam. rada coklat dikit banget parah)
45. Long or short - (biasa ajahh. sepundak.)
46. Height - (terakhir sih gua ngukur tinggi 154 cm)
47. Do you have a crush on someone - (punya nggak ya hihi^^)
48. What do you like about yourself - (wide eyes)
49. Piercings - (nopee)
50. Tattoos - (kalo gua apan sih pastinya punya. problem is gue bukan apan)
51. Received presents - (yeahhh)
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery - (belom pernah sih setau gue....)
53. First piercing - (waktu kecil. kapannya gatau ya)
54. First tattoo - (hu belom pernah. pingin sih yg temporaryyy)
55. First sport you joined - (baseball sepertinya)
56. First kiss - (with my mom)
58. First boyfriend/girlfriend - (ryhnamlaltrq)
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating - (ngga makan gue udah makan ko)
60. Drinking - (pingin sih minum, but nope im not drinking right now)
61. I'm about to - (pulang dari kumon. busuk.)
62. Listening to - (need you now - lady antabellum)
63. Waiting for - (adek guaaaaa)
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids - (heeh)
65. Get Married - (iye tapi gasekaranglaaa)
66. Career - (world's next most wanted fashion photographer amin deh. sama masih banyak)
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes - (mata donggg)
68. Hugs or kisses - (hugssss({}) hihi)
69. Shorter or taller - (tinggiann)
70. Older or Younger - (pengen jadi anak kecil lagi)
71. Romantic or spontaneous - (spontaneous! :o)
72. Nice stomach or nice arms - (arms kalo mau jgn gede2 ah, nyeremin. mending stomach deh-_-)
73. Sensitive or loud - (mana aja)
74. Hook-up or relationship - (relationship)
75. Trouble maker or hesitant - (trouble maker seru sih kynya)
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger - (eek, nope. never i guess)
77. Drank hard liquor - (nope buset)
78. Lost glasses/contacts - (yea well)
79. Sex on first date - (...gaklah)
80. Broken someone's heart - (its uncountable how many times....)
82. Been arrested - (HAHAHA JANGAN SAMPE YAALLAH)
83. Turned someone down - (yeaa)
84. Cried when someone died - (i guess belum)
85. Fallen for a friend - (twice)
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself - (heeh, kadang)
87. Miracles - (yeah! absolutely yeah!)
88. Love at first sight - (hm..idk)
89. Heaven - (100%!!!!!)
90. Religion - (iyalah d'oooooh)
91. Kiss on the first date - (nopee)
92. God - (for sure)
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time - (nauzubillah min dzalik... kaga ko kagaaa)
95. Did you sing today - (plenty)
96. Ever cheated on somebody - (thankgod noo)
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go - (8 months ago)
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be - (friday, 20 august 2010 13:55 PM)
99. Afraid of falling in love - (somtimes. trauma.)
100. Posting this as 100 truths - (kayy)
1. Last beverage - (air putih lah. mau minum apaan lg gua)
2. Last phone call - (adhi)
3. Last text message - (xl)
4. Last song you listened to - (get it right - glee cast)
5. Last time you cried - (tadi pagi sekitar jam 2-3)
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice - (ha?)
7. Been cheated on - (the hell. gatau hrs jawab apah)
8. Kissed someone & regretted it - (untungnya, HELL TO THE NO)
9. Lost someone special - (yagitudeh)
10. Been depressed - (hoam)
11. Been drunk and threw up - (pls deh gue alim yakali minum2 o:D)
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. merah
13. silver
14. turqoise
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)
15. Made a new friend - (iyadoong)
16. Fallen out of love - (well...)
17. Laughed until you cried - (aduh udah belom yah, lupa)
18. Met someone who changed you - (IYA! UDAH BANGET)
19. Found out who your true friends were - (hm)
20. Found out someone was talking about you - (wkwk. apa perlu gue ngejawab pertanyaan yg ini-_-)
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list - (u'uh)
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life - (85%)
23. How many kids do you want - (berapakek)
24. Do you have any pets - (yep)
25. Do you want to change your name - (my last name... i think)
26. What did you do for your sweet seventeen birthday - (having fun fun fun like friday fun!)
27. What time did you wake up today - (jam duabelas siang)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night - (on the phone)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for - (graduation.. maybe?)
30. Last time you saw your Mother - (last night:')
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life - (eh?)
32. What are you listening to right now - (landslide)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - (pengen sih tapi belom tuh)
34. What's getting on your nerves right now - (My doubts)
35. Most visited webpage - (tumblr sama homepage di safari apple-_-)
36. What's your real name - (Nathaya Hadiputri Indiyah)
37. Nicknames - (Thaya, Nat)
38. Relationship Status - (gapunya pacar. canda, iar)
39. Zodiac sign - (sagitariusssss)
40. Male or female - (cewe)
41. Primary School - (tugasku.)
42. Secondary School - (smp labssschol jekartaa)
43. High school/college - (belom sih, smg bisa lulus dan msh punya umur!!!)
44. Hair colour - (hitam. rada coklat dikit banget parah)
45. Long or short - (biasa ajahh. sepundak.)
46. Height - (terakhir sih gua ngukur tinggi 154 cm)
47. Do you have a crush on someone - (punya nggak ya hihi^^)
48. What do you like about yourself - (wide eyes)
49. Piercings - (nopee)
50. Tattoos - (kalo gua apan sih pastinya punya. problem is gue bukan apan)
51. Received presents - (yeahhh)
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery - (belom pernah sih setau gue....)
53. First piercing - (waktu kecil. kapannya gatau ya)
54. First tattoo - (hu belom pernah. pingin sih yg temporaryyy)
55. First sport you joined - (baseball sepertinya)
56. First kiss - (with my mom)
58. First boyfriend/girlfriend - (ryhnamlaltrq)
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating - (ngga makan gue udah makan ko)
60. Drinking - (pingin sih minum, but nope im not drinking right now)
61. I'm about to - (pulang dari kumon. busuk.)
62. Listening to - (need you now - lady antabellum)
63. Waiting for - (adek guaaaaa)
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids - (heeh)
65. Get Married - (iye tapi gasekaranglaaa)
66. Career - (world's next most wanted fashion photographer amin deh. sama masih banyak)
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes - (mata donggg)
68. Hugs or kisses - (hugssss({}) hihi)
69. Shorter or taller - (tinggiann)
70. Older or Younger - (pengen jadi anak kecil lagi)
71. Romantic or spontaneous - (spontaneous! :o)
72. Nice stomach or nice arms - (arms kalo mau jgn gede2 ah, nyeremin. mending stomach deh-_-)
73. Sensitive or loud - (mana aja)
74. Hook-up or relationship - (relationship)
75. Trouble maker or hesitant - (trouble maker seru sih kynya)
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger - (eek, nope. never i guess)
77. Drank hard liquor - (nope buset)
78. Lost glasses/contacts - (yea well)
79. Sex on first date - (...gaklah)
80. Broken someone's heart - (its uncountable how many times....)
82. Been arrested - (HAHAHA JANGAN SAMPE YAALLAH)
83. Turned someone down - (yeaa)
84. Cried when someone died - (i guess belum)
85. Fallen for a friend - (twice)
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself - (heeh, kadang)
87. Miracles - (yeah! absolutely yeah!)
88. Love at first sight - (hm..idk)
89. Heaven - (100%!!!!!)
90. Religion - (iyalah d'oooooh)
91. Kiss on the first date - (nopee)
92. God - (for sure)
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time - (nauzubillah min dzalik... kaga ko kagaaa)
95. Did you sing today - (plenty)
96. Ever cheated on somebody - (thankgod noo)
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go - (8 months ago)
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be - (friday, 20 august 2010 13:55 PM)
99. Afraid of falling in love - (somtimes. trauma.)
100. Posting this as 100 truths - (kayy)
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